Thanks for the prayers and encouragement!!
Philemon 1:7
New International Version (NIV)
7 Your love has given me great joy and encouragement, because you, brother, have refreshed the hearts of the Lord’s people.
Friday, June 29, 2012
The Journey Continues:A quick update, June 29th
Even though Richard thought he could go back to work Monday I don't think he would have made it. He is still running pretty cool though he has had 99.1 or 2 a few times. He has started retaining fluid but the doctor said that if he would keep his legs elevated most of the time he would not put him on medicines for that. The fellow called early yesterday morning to tell him that his potassium levels were very low and he had to take two pills right then and then two more two hours later. He will have to do blood work again today. He was told that his level was so low it could start causing heart problems. Yesterday his right knee and up his leg was very swollen and hurting. This morning it is down a bit but still hurts. He does have an appointment to see the Doctor on Tuesday and he is also scheduled to go back to work Monday. Hoping the weekend brings more relief to him!
Thanks for the prayers and encouragement!!
Thanks for the prayers and encouragement!!
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
The fog
Last week it was usually sunny driving to the hospital and I had a clear look of the road that I was traveling. Thursday morning though I was driving East on I-35 and I could see in the distance that the way would become distorted. At first I thought it was smoke but as I drove into it I realized that it was fog. Everything became closed in and claustrophobic. It was hard to see and I felt out of control.
There were several spots during the several miles of fog that I drove where the sun broke through and I could see a clear road. Then the fog would close in again leaving me with that shut in, lost feeling. I was glad when I drove through the last mile of fog. It was great to have the sun shining the rest of my trip to the hospital.
My trip on earth can be like that. I will go around in a fog and become closed in and claustrophobic. I forget to let the Son shine. I try to do things on my own and end up with a distorted view and totally out of control. My life will become dark and full of gloom until I let the Son shine. When I do the path will become clear and open. I need to let the SON shine always!!
Are you letting the SON shine in your life?
There were several spots during the several miles of fog that I drove where the sun broke through and I could see a clear road. Then the fog would close in again leaving me with that shut in, lost feeling. I was glad when I drove through the last mile of fog. It was great to have the sun shining the rest of my trip to the hospital.
My trip on earth can be like that. I will go around in a fog and become closed in and claustrophobic. I forget to let the Son shine. I try to do things on my own and end up with a distorted view and totally out of control. My life will become dark and full of gloom until I let the Son shine. When I do the path will become clear and open. I need to let the SON shine always!!
Are you letting the SON shine in your life?
Matthew 5:16
New International Version (NIV)
16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.
Monday, June 25, 2012
The Journey Continues:Four days of no fever!!
Last Tuesday I thought Richard was in for a long stay in the hospital. When he started out in ICU with septic shock, low blood pressure and of course the pneumonia I thought he would be there at least a full week or more. He came home Saturday morning with instructions on when to call and what to do if certain things happen.
He has not ran a temperature since Thursday morning. In fact his temperatures are running from 97.6 down to 95.5. He is still coughing up the gunk that he needs to and still sleeping quite a lot but he can walk and breath at the same time. The pneumonia still looked about the same on the ex-ray and there seems to be fluids gathering around his lungs. He will be following up with more ex-rays and blood work.
He is glad to be home but is grateful that something was finally done to help him on the road to recovery. He will not be able to return to work until July 2cd. Thanks for the many, many prayers that have been going up in his behalf. We are forever grateful!!!
He has not ran a temperature since Thursday morning. In fact his temperatures are running from 97.6 down to 95.5. He is still coughing up the gunk that he needs to and still sleeping quite a lot but he can walk and breath at the same time. The pneumonia still looked about the same on the ex-ray and there seems to be fluids gathering around his lungs. He will be following up with more ex-rays and blood work.
He is glad to be home but is grateful that something was finally done to help him on the road to recovery. He will not be able to return to work until July 2cd. Thanks for the many, many prayers that have been going up in his behalf. We are forever grateful!!!
Psalm 100:1
New International Version (NIV)
Psalm 100
A psalm. For giving grateful praise.
1 Shout for joy to the Lord, all the earth.
Friday, June 22, 2012
The Journey Continues:Fourth Day in the Hospital
I haven't talked to Richard yet today but I will be going to see him today. Yesterday he was very happy that he was put in a regular room. He is on seventh floor which is the oncology floor. He only ran a temperature once early in the morning and yesterday evening his temperature was a very cool 95.5. He has better color in his face and says he feels better. He did get to take a shower when he got to the room and his breathing did not seem as labored. He still had some problems but not quite as bad.
Now that he is feeling better he is ready to get out and telling anybody that will listen that he is going back to work Monday. We will see what the Doctor will say.
I started writing this early this morning at home, I thought I had fixed the home computer but no it froze, so I am finishing this post on the little laptop with the little keyboard. LOL I was surprised to see it was still there when I opened up to blog. I made it to the hospital about eight and I think we have seen all the Doctors though the infectious disease Doctor might stop by. Richard is still being a cool cucumber so he is working on his second day with NO temperature!!!! The Doctor said that his lungs sound better than yesterday and he might get to go home Monday but no promises. He told him not to go back to work until he at least finishes up his antibiotics. He will go home on the meds so he might go home Monday but not to work.
He is looking much better and his blood pressure is staying up and he said he is ready to go walk the halls. He did have to have a blood transfusion yesterday and today. The Doctor said he would like to figure out why he is loosing blood.
Thanks again for all the prayers and support and I would like to ask you to pray for a friend of mine who's husband passes away yesterday. Please pray for her and the family!
Now that he is feeling better he is ready to get out and telling anybody that will listen that he is going back to work Monday. We will see what the Doctor will say.
I started writing this early this morning at home, I thought I had fixed the home computer but no it froze, so I am finishing this post on the little laptop with the little keyboard. LOL I was surprised to see it was still there when I opened up to blog. I made it to the hospital about eight and I think we have seen all the Doctors though the infectious disease Doctor might stop by. Richard is still being a cool cucumber so he is working on his second day with NO temperature!!!! The Doctor said that his lungs sound better than yesterday and he might get to go home Monday but no promises. He told him not to go back to work until he at least finishes up his antibiotics. He will go home on the meds so he might go home Monday but not to work.
He is looking much better and his blood pressure is staying up and he said he is ready to go walk the halls. He did have to have a blood transfusion yesterday and today. The Doctor said he would like to figure out why he is loosing blood.
Thanks again for all the prayers and support and I would like to ask you to pray for a friend of mine who's husband passes away yesterday. Please pray for her and the family!
Psalm 23:4
New International Version (NIV)
4 Even though I walk
through the darkest valley,[a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
through the darkest valley,[a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
Monday, June 18, 2012
The Journey Continues:A quick update on day 32 of temperature
Richard is still running a temperature today but the highest that it has been in the last 24 hours is 100.3. That is some progress! He just left for work but he looks terrible. He is very tired and still coughing up stuff. He said he has to work today no matter what. He still worries about having enough PTO days.
He tried to be alert yesterday and even sat at the table for lunch. He did have to take a break from eating and he went and sat in the big chair. He came back after about ten minutes and finished up the food on his plate. Sarah had fixed home made enchiladas for Father's Day. MMM Good, she did a great job!! My cousin, Betty, brought a homemade coconut pie for dessert. It was delicious!! Richard said it was a great Father's Day!
I am not sure how he is going to make it through the day at work. I think it will be on the wings of the prayers going up for him. I also told him that if he needed to come home to do it. He is sick but he is still that stubborn man. Keep praying for that stubborn man!! Thanks!!
He tried to be alert yesterday and even sat at the table for lunch. He did have to take a break from eating and he went and sat in the big chair. He came back after about ten minutes and finished up the food on his plate. Sarah had fixed home made enchiladas for Father's Day. MMM Good, she did a great job!! My cousin, Betty, brought a homemade coconut pie for dessert. It was delicious!! Richard said it was a great Father's Day!
I am not sure how he is going to make it through the day at work. I think it will be on the wings of the prayers going up for him. I also told him that if he needed to come home to do it. He is sick but he is still that stubborn man. Keep praying for that stubborn man!! Thanks!!
James 5:15
New International Version (NIV)
15 And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise them up. If they have sinned, they will be forgiven.
Saturday, June 16, 2012
The Journey Continues:30 days of fever
Yesterday and so far today Richard's temperature has not reached 101. It has stayed in the100.s or lower. He even was almost normal a few times yesterday but he is still having trouble with being able to walk and breath at the same time. He seems fine when he is resting except for the bouts of coughing.
Today, and I know it is early, he has not thrown up!! He said he is hungry and that is a good sign!
Yesterday I did call the Doctors and they said to call them if his temperature started going up again or if his breathing didn't calm down while resting. They have him an appointment with the infectious disease doctors on July 11th though they are trying to get an earlier date. I told them that he has to be in the City next Wednesday for an infusion so that would be a good day but she wouldn't make any promises.
Maybe there are signs of the pneumonia slowing leaving his body. I know that you guys are still praying and it is so much appreciated!!!! Thanks!!
8:45am I blogged to soon, Richard just threw up! Yuck!! LOL He also reminded me that one of the PAs had called him yesterday afternoon and told him that his red blood count is low and needs to be checked again Monday to see if he will need a blood transfusion. She also asked him some stupid questions like, are you fatigued and short of breath!! HELLO what is wrong with you people???? How many days in a row have I called and told you this!!!! I did ask the nurse yesterday if she would ask Richard's two main doctors how they would like it to have fever 29 days in a row?? I haven't heard their answer yet! :)
8:45am I blogged to soon, Richard just threw up! Yuck!! LOL He also reminded me that one of the PAs had called him yesterday afternoon and told him that his red blood count is low and needs to be checked again Monday to see if he will need a blood transfusion. She also asked him some stupid questions like, are you fatigued and short of breath!! HELLO what is wrong with you people???? How many days in a row have I called and told you this!!!! I did ask the nurse yesterday if she would ask Richard's two main doctors how they would like it to have fever 29 days in a row?? I haven't heard their answer yet! :)
James 5:16
New International Version (NIV)
16 Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.
Friday, June 15, 2012
The Journey Continues:Day 29 of Temperature
This is just a quick update today. Richard is not so cool today though he has not had to take Tylenol since early yesterday morning. He is running in the 100.s. He had a pretty rough night and was up most of the night coughing and throwing up. He has already called in today. He said he is still short of breath and really, really tired. Hopefully we will get some results from Tuesday's scope today and that they have figured out something to get this going in the right way!! I would like to talk to the Doctors and ask them a few questions like how would you like to have a temperature for 29 days in a row or how would you like to be so weak that you can't walk or breath. Richard told me I had to behave but I told him I didn't know how much longer that I would.
Thanks for the continued prayers!!!
Thanks for the continued prayers!!!
Psalm 17:6
New International Version (NIV)
6 I call on you, my God, for you will answer me;
turn your ear to me and hear my prayer.
turn your ear to me and hear my prayer.
Thursday, June 14, 2012
The Journey Continues:Maybe a tad better today!
Technically today is the 28th day of temperature but that happened at 2:30am when Richard did have to take Tylenol. This morning at six he was a cool 98.6!! Richard seems to be moving around and breathing at the same time. He did leave for work at the normal time and he is hoping to make the whole day today. He was off work Monday, Tuesday( Tuesday was his scope day) and Wednesday.
He did try to work yesterday but came home after an hour. He kept seeing black and gray spots every time he stood up and he was still having trouble being able to breath and walk at the same time. He drove himself home and he said he just prayed that he would make it to the house. He than slept most of the day. His blood pressure yesterday stayed around 90 over 50. He only had to take the Tylenol once yesterday also. It seems as if the fever is finally starting to come down but we have thought that before. I am praying that it will stay down!!!
Yesterday we cancelled our Colorado vacation. Richard has used to many days during this 28 days of temperature. He wants to keep a certain amount available just in case that he does spend time in the hospital. We will do stuff in Oklahoma and we will have FUN!! Oklahoma is a great state with many places to explore!!!
Thank-you guys so much for your continued prayers!!!!
He did try to work yesterday but came home after an hour. He kept seeing black and gray spots every time he stood up and he was still having trouble being able to breath and walk at the same time. He drove himself home and he said he just prayed that he would make it to the house. He than slept most of the day. His blood pressure yesterday stayed around 90 over 50. He only had to take the Tylenol once yesterday also. It seems as if the fever is finally starting to come down but we have thought that before. I am praying that it will stay down!!!
Yesterday we cancelled our Colorado vacation. Richard has used to many days during this 28 days of temperature. He wants to keep a certain amount available just in case that he does spend time in the hospital. We will do stuff in Oklahoma and we will have FUN!! Oklahoma is a great state with many places to explore!!!
Thank-you guys so much for your continued prayers!!!!
Psalm 4:1
New International Version (NIV)
Psalm 4[a]
For the director of music. With stringed instruments. A psalm of David.
1 Answer me when I call to you,
my righteous God.
Give me relief from my distress;
have mercy on me and hear my prayer.
my righteous God.
Give me relief from my distress;
have mercy on me and hear my prayer.
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
The Power
This morning I decided that I needed some toast slathered with jelly and peanut butter. I put two pieces of toast into the toaster then noticed that it was unplugged so I plugged it in and walked off. I waited and waited but never heard that toast pop up. I walked over to the toaster and discovered that I had not pushed the lever down. I quickly fixed that and soon I was enjoying the toast.
My thoughts as I ate that toast wondered to God and His power. I thought of how many times that I thought I was plugged in but in reality I had just walked away unaware of the power shortage in my life. My thoughts went to many times of opening the Bible only to have my mind wonder away to other things. Often on Sunday mornings I may look like I am listening to the pastor when in reality I am thinking of other stuff. My prayer life can become an I need this, can you do that please. How many times have I waited for the toast from God only to go hungry because I walked away without the Power.
Just as I was able to quickly fix the toast problem so I can fix the power shortage in my walk with God. Once I plug in I need to push the lever to focused Bible readings, prayers and listening to the words that God has led the preacher to say! When I push the lever to God's power my life is full of toast with peanut butter and jelly!
I need that Power!! Do you? It's only a prayer away!
My thoughts as I ate that toast wondered to God and His power. I thought of how many times that I thought I was plugged in but in reality I had just walked away unaware of the power shortage in my life. My thoughts went to many times of opening the Bible only to have my mind wonder away to other things. Often on Sunday mornings I may look like I am listening to the pastor when in reality I am thinking of other stuff. My prayer life can become an I need this, can you do that please. How many times have I waited for the toast from God only to go hungry because I walked away without the Power.
Just as I was able to quickly fix the toast problem so I can fix the power shortage in my walk with God. Once I plug in I need to push the lever to focused Bible readings, prayers and listening to the words that God has led the preacher to say! When I push the lever to God's power my life is full of toast with peanut butter and jelly!
I need that Power!! Do you? It's only a prayer away!
Psalm 68:34-35
New International Version (NIV)
34 Proclaim the power of God,
whose majesty is over Israel,
whose power is in the heavens.
35 You, God, are awesome in your sanctuary;
the God of Israel gives power and strength to his people.
whose majesty is over Israel,
whose power is in the heavens.
35 You, God, are awesome in your sanctuary;
the God of Israel gives power and strength to his people.
Praise be to God!
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
The Journey Continues:Lung Scope
Richard did still have temperature this morning which made it 26 days of fever. He couldn't take any Tylenol though because of the lung scope scheduled later in the morning. He couldn't take any of his medicines, eat or drink anything after midnight. He was very thirsty when we left the house and he begged me to stop at Sonic and we just wouldn't tell them. I just kept driving.
They told us to be there at 9:30 am but we made it about 9:00 am. Richard had difficulty walking into OU Medical and I was wishing I had dropped him at the entrance. We stopped to rest several times before we made it to the area were the scopes are performed. We only had to wait until 10:30 before they called his name. The nurse realized fairly quick that she needed to get a wheel chair. When we got back to the pre-op area he asked the nurse for some water so she let him swish some around in his mouth and then he had to spit it out. I wish you guys could have seen the look on his face but he did spit it out. His blood pressure was very low and he did still have temperature. They hooked him to an IV to get some fluids and liquid Tylenol into his system.
The Doctor came and talked to us around eleven and they took him back for the scope around noon. The Doctor came to talk to me about 12:35 pm. He said that everything went well and that he didn't see anything unexpected. He got some samples of the pneumonia and said that we should have most of the results in 2 to 3 days but that some results might take as long as 5 to 10 days.
I was able to go back to his little curtained area about one. He looked at me briefly and then fell back asleep. He had oxygen going and was hooked up to monitors and I could see that his blood pressure was running low. The Doctor had said that we could leave about 1:15 pm but his blood pressure just kept going lower and lower until they started talking about keeping him. Then they pumped him up with more fluids and gave him three shots at different times and we were able to leave a little after three.
We did stop at Sonic before we left city. He had a large grape slush and and when he didn't feel thirsty anymore he fell asleep and slept most of the way home. He ate just a little supper and is sleeping again. I am hoping that they have some answers soon. He is running out of steam. Thanks so much for the prayers!!! You guys are wonderful!!
They told us to be there at 9:30 am but we made it about 9:00 am. Richard had difficulty walking into OU Medical and I was wishing I had dropped him at the entrance. We stopped to rest several times before we made it to the area were the scopes are performed. We only had to wait until 10:30 before they called his name. The nurse realized fairly quick that she needed to get a wheel chair. When we got back to the pre-op area he asked the nurse for some water so she let him swish some around in his mouth and then he had to spit it out. I wish you guys could have seen the look on his face but he did spit it out. His blood pressure was very low and he did still have temperature. They hooked him to an IV to get some fluids and liquid Tylenol into his system.
The Doctor came and talked to us around eleven and they took him back for the scope around noon. The Doctor came to talk to me about 12:35 pm. He said that everything went well and that he didn't see anything unexpected. He got some samples of the pneumonia and said that we should have most of the results in 2 to 3 days but that some results might take as long as 5 to 10 days.
I was able to go back to his little curtained area about one. He looked at me briefly and then fell back asleep. He had oxygen going and was hooked up to monitors and I could see that his blood pressure was running low. The Doctor had said that we could leave about 1:15 pm but his blood pressure just kept going lower and lower until they started talking about keeping him. Then they pumped him up with more fluids and gave him three shots at different times and we were able to leave a little after three.
We did stop at Sonic before we left city. He had a large grape slush and and when he didn't feel thirsty anymore he fell asleep and slept most of the way home. He ate just a little supper and is sleeping again. I am hoping that they have some answers soon. He is running out of steam. Thanks so much for the prayers!!! You guys are wonderful!!
Psalm 18:2
New International Version (NIV)
Monday, June 11, 2012
The Journey Continues:Day 25 of fever
Richard is struggling this morning. He is still running a temperature this morning, very sore chest, still coughing and he wants to stay home but is being stubborn. He says he has to save his time because if he ends up in the hospital he might not have enough time for that vacation that we have planned. I think that if he would take an extra day or two and stay home it might help the healing process. I don't know about your man but mine is very, very stubborn. Whoops I take that back he just decided that he will stay home today!!
He did rest this weekend. He slept most of it from what I could tell. He even got a break and had the house to himself, no extra movement or noises while I went to the last day of Sarah's basketball camp. He is still coughing and throwing up and even with the rest and the medicines I don't see too much improvement. He does want me to call the doctor today.
I will update this evening or in the morning to let you know what they have to say today!
Your prayers have been priceless!!!! Worth more than money or gold!!!
He did rest this weekend. He slept most of it from what I could tell. He even got a break and had the house to himself, no extra movement or noises while I went to the last day of Sarah's basketball camp. He is still coughing and throwing up and even with the rest and the medicines I don't see too much improvement. He does want me to call the doctor today.
I will update this evening or in the morning to let you know what they have to say today!
Your prayers have been priceless!!!! Worth more than money or gold!!!
Psalm 86:6
New International Version (NIV)
6 Hear my prayer, Lord;
listen to my cry for mercy.
listen to my cry for mercy.
Saturday, June 9, 2012
The Journey Continues:Day 23, temperature back up
Richard didn't have to take Tylenol except once yesterday and that was at 2:30 am and the most that it was yesterday after that was 100.1. He was normal most of the day and at bedtime it was 99.1 but this morning it was 101.7. He is achy again and moving slow. Praying that the temperature goes down and stays down!!
He will be resting this weekend and hopefully that will help.
Thanks again for all the prayers!! They are appreciated so MUCH!!!
He will be resting this weekend and hopefully that will help.
Thanks again for all the prayers!! They are appreciated so MUCH!!!
Romans 8:28
New International Version (NIV)
28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who[a] have been called according to his purpose.
Friday, June 8, 2012
The Journey Continues:Fever is lower on day 22
Richard is still running a fever but it has been much lower. In fact yesterday for a good part of the day it was normal. He did have to take Tylenol yesterday morning early but has not had to since. His temperature this morning was 100.1 which is below the 101.2 that the Dr. told him was the point to take Tylenol. He seemed to have a good night. I actually slept through but he said he did get up three times. His cough did not wake me up so I am assuming it was not as loud or as bad. He did not cough much this morning before he left for work but he did admit that he is still getting winded very easily. Hopefully this new antibiotic will kick the pneumonia to the curb.
If you would like to read the first blog that tells the first part of Richard's journey with cancer you can go to March of 2011 and read the one titled "The Journey, the Pain and the Blessings of Cancer". This has been a journey that many of you have followed and have been so gracious to pray and encourage us along this path!
Thanks so much!!!
If you would like to read the first blog that tells the first part of Richard's journey with cancer you can go to March of 2011 and read the one titled "The Journey, the Pain and the Blessings of Cancer". This has been a journey that many of you have followed and have been so gracious to pray and encourage us along this path!
Thanks so much!!!
Jeremiah 29:11-13
New International Version (NIV)
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Credit Cards
I have always been careful about how I use my credit cards and try to not let the numbers show but I guess I have not been careful enough. Thanks goodness though for Tinker Credit Union because they have my back. When I got home from Oklahoma City yesterday my daughter said that Tinker had called and wanted a call back. I called them and had to go through a series of security answers so that they could verify that I was indeed Brenda Salladay.
It seems that someone had tried to purchase something for a computer on Monday but it wasn't me. The good thing about it is that the person trying to purchase something on my dime didn't have all the facts and it raised a red flag. They then asked me about several purchases in the last month to verify that those were indeed purchased by me. Then they said to destroy those cards and that they would issue another card with different set of numbers.
This made me wonder how someone can steal this information unless it was a cashier because the card is still in my possession. I also went to the hiding place where I hide my cards and one is missing or is possibly lurking in the black hole of how my system of filing and hiding works. I try not to carry them with me unless I know that I am going to use that card and I haven't had that one with me in months. I wonder where it is but I do know that there has not been anything charged to it. I will put some time and effort into finding that card and keeping it within reach but still hidden.
To be honest I just need to put all those cards through the shredder. I really don't need to be buying things on credit and I certainly don't want others buying things on my credit. If those cards hit the shredder I will not only have a better sense of security but I will also have more money in my pocket. I have shredded before resolving to never use credit cards again but have given in only to find myself sucked into the lure of buying and paying later. It is not a good cycle.
A question comes to mind: How can I be a slave to credit but also do what God wants of me?
I think I have some cards to shred! I would rather that God have my back than any credit union. God doesn't have to ask me security questions. He knows who I am. I don't want to wander through eternity thinking, if only. One of these days I would like to hear the words, "Well done". God is the One Banker that I truly need!
It seems that someone had tried to purchase something for a computer on Monday but it wasn't me. The good thing about it is that the person trying to purchase something on my dime didn't have all the facts and it raised a red flag. They then asked me about several purchases in the last month to verify that those were indeed purchased by me. Then they said to destroy those cards and that they would issue another card with different set of numbers.
This made me wonder how someone can steal this information unless it was a cashier because the card is still in my possession. I also went to the hiding place where I hide my cards and one is missing or is possibly lurking in the black hole of how my system of filing and hiding works. I try not to carry them with me unless I know that I am going to use that card and I haven't had that one with me in months. I wonder where it is but I do know that there has not been anything charged to it. I will put some time and effort into finding that card and keeping it within reach but still hidden.
To be honest I just need to put all those cards through the shredder. I really don't need to be buying things on credit and I certainly don't want others buying things on my credit. If those cards hit the shredder I will not only have a better sense of security but I will also have more money in my pocket. I have shredded before resolving to never use credit cards again but have given in only to find myself sucked into the lure of buying and paying later. It is not a good cycle.
A question comes to mind: How can I be a slave to credit but also do what God wants of me?
I think I have some cards to shred! I would rather that God have my back than any credit union. God doesn't have to ask me security questions. He knows who I am. I don't want to wander through eternity thinking, if only. One of these days I would like to hear the words, "Well done". God is the One Banker that I truly need!
Habakkuk 2:7
New International Version (NIV)
7 Will not your creditors suddenly arise?
Will they not wake up and make you tremble?
Then you will become their prey.
Will they not wake up and make you tremble?
Then you will become their prey.
Wednesday, June 6, 2012
The Journey Continues:Pneumonia
The cat scan that was done this morning showed pneumonia in the lower lobe of Richard's left lung. I think that probably explains why the fever kept hanging on. The weird part was that Richard just knew that something was wrong with his right lung. I think he could feel that something was wrong but was just so sore and achy he couldn't tell which lung was affected. He was still running a fever when they checked him but so far today it has not been above 101. The doctor did not put him in the hospital but did instruct us to call her quickly if he gets worse.
I really wanted to tell someone that Hey I have been calling you nearly EVERY day and you didn't listen. I have talked to at least five or six different people over the course of the last 14 days. I really do wonder if anybody talked to the right person or if they even told someone what was going on. I felt like my words were falling on deaf ears. The doctor finally on Monday ordered the cat scan and Richard was started on Leviquin yesterday. They also did blood work today and took eight tubes. Richard did eat a good lunch today but then threw it up right when we were getting in the car to head home. I feel sorry for those that park near that parking spot. LOL
I was thinking about this on the way home and realized that sometimes I just know that something is wrong with my soul but I just don't know what it is. I am not sure where the affliction is but I just know that something is wrong somewhere. I keep praying but don't seem to get a reply. I feel like my prayers are not going through. I have had to keep praying and reading the Bible to heal my soul. I need to learn to call on my Savior at the first sign of illness. God is the Doctor of my soul. Is He yours?
I really wanted to tell someone that Hey I have been calling you nearly EVERY day and you didn't listen. I have talked to at least five or six different people over the course of the last 14 days. I really do wonder if anybody talked to the right person or if they even told someone what was going on. I felt like my words were falling on deaf ears. The doctor finally on Monday ordered the cat scan and Richard was started on Leviquin yesterday. They also did blood work today and took eight tubes. Richard did eat a good lunch today but then threw it up right when we were getting in the car to head home. I feel sorry for those that park near that parking spot. LOL
I was thinking about this on the way home and realized that sometimes I just know that something is wrong with my soul but I just don't know what it is. I am not sure where the affliction is but I just know that something is wrong somewhere. I keep praying but don't seem to get a reply. I feel like my prayers are not going through. I have had to keep praying and reading the Bible to heal my soul. I need to learn to call on my Savior at the first sign of illness. God is the Doctor of my soul. Is He yours?
3 John 1:2
New International Version (NIV)
2 Dear friend, I pray that you may enjoy good health and that all may go well with you, even as your soul is getting along well.
The Journey Continues:Day 20 of temperature
Richard is still averaging about twice a day to take the Tylenol. He had temperature this morning also but not quite up to the point that the doctor said it needed to be before he took the Tylenol. He said he may feel a little better but to me it seemed like he had a rough night. He was coughing quite a bit. Maybe it was me that had the rough night, waking up every time he coughed. We will be heading out for the cat scan and to see the doctor this morning. I can't thank you prayer warriors enough!! THANKS!!!!
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
The Journey Continues:19 days of fever, quick update
Richard had another rough night and started this morning off with a temperature high enough to take the Tylenol. Honestly I think the Tylenol, not only helps his fever but his achy body as well. He has told me to call the doctor again today and tell them that he wants something done today even if it is just getting him started on antibiotics. He said he can tell that his right lung is not working right. It seems tight and hurts. He also is achy all over. Guess what? He did go to work. He is still stubborn even in the midst of pain. Thanks for keeping those prayers going!
Monday, June 4, 2012
The Journey Continues:18 days of fever
The 18th day of fever ushered in a very tired and cranky husband. Richard actually told me to call the doctor and tell them that he was sick of this and that he felt lousy. He is getting very short of breath but so far has only had to use Tylenol once today.
They ran more blood work today and on Wednesday he will have a cat scan of his lungs. He will see his bone marrow doctor and possible the infectious disease doctor on Wednesday also. He was hoping that they would start him on a strong antibiotic but they want to see him and the results of the test first.
Pray that the doctors can figure out what is going and that Richard will get some relief. He is exhausted. Thanks so much for all the prayers!! : )
They ran more blood work today and on Wednesday he will have a cat scan of his lungs. He will see his bone marrow doctor and possible the infectious disease doctor on Wednesday also. He was hoping that they would start him on a strong antibiotic but they want to see him and the results of the test first.
Pray that the doctors can figure out what is going and that Richard will get some relief. He is exhausted. Thanks so much for all the prayers!! : )
1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
New International Version (NIV)
16 Rejoice always, 17 pray continually, 18 give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
The Coach
For those of you that know me you probably have picked up on the fact that I love basketball. I tell all those that will listen that it is THE game. I loved playing the game as a youth and I still love watching it. Two of my boys even had to endure me as their coach when they played at the YMCA. They got yelled at just as much as the other players. Sometimes though it seems like the instructions that I yelled fell on deaf ears.
I was ecstatic when I learned several years ago that Oklahoma City was going to be home to a pro basketball team and have been a fan since then. I haven't made it to any of the games but I follow them and watch them on the television. I even coach them but the don't hear me. I shout instructions to them, the coach and the referees but it falls on deaf ears.
I was thinking about that yesterday and it hit me. How many times have I been shouted at, whispered to or read instructions but it just fell on deaf ears. How many times have I ignored that still small voice trying to instruct me but just closed my ears. I don't even have the excuse that someone was yelling at me from the other side of the television or that I was on a loud basketball court. I just didn't listen. I need to open my ears, hear the instructions and take action. I need to be a team player.
Just as basketball players have a coach so do Christians. Are you on THE team? Do you listen to the Coach?
I was ecstatic when I learned several years ago that Oklahoma City was going to be home to a pro basketball team and have been a fan since then. I haven't made it to any of the games but I follow them and watch them on the television. I even coach them but the don't hear me. I shout instructions to them, the coach and the referees but it falls on deaf ears.
I was thinking about that yesterday and it hit me. How many times have I been shouted at, whispered to or read instructions but it just fell on deaf ears. How many times have I ignored that still small voice trying to instruct me but just closed my ears. I don't even have the excuse that someone was yelling at me from the other side of the television or that I was on a loud basketball court. I just didn't listen. I need to open my ears, hear the instructions and take action. I need to be a team player.
Just as basketball players have a coach so do Christians. Are you on THE team? Do you listen to the Coach?
Proverbs 8:33
New International Version (NIV)
33 Listen to my instruction and be wise;
do not disregard it.
do not disregard it.
Sunday, June 3, 2012
The Journey Continues:Short update on the 17th day of fever
Richard was running a low fever this morning. He did have to take Tylenol twice yesterday. He is still coughing and throwing up. He is still getting winded easily and still feels lousy but he is having longer bouts without his temperature getting to the point to take Tylenol. Thanks again for all the prayers!
They are much appreciated!
James 5:16
New International Version (NIV)
16 Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.
Saturday, June 2, 2012
The Journey Continues:16 days of fever
Richard still had a fever this morning but not high enough to take Tylenol. He did take it though last night because it had went up to 101.9. He did make it through most of yesterday with a lower temperature and I can tell the difference when it is lower. He is more alert and doesn't sleep so much. He was ready for the weekend and more time to rest.
We are praying that he is on the down slide to no FEVER. He has still been coughing up stuff but not quite as much. The PA told me yesterday that if his temperature keeps going up and he keeps coughing they will put him back on an antibiotic. He does have an appointment on Wednesday.
The year since his bone marrow transplant has been such a short but long year with many road blocks but for the most part Richard has kept a positive attitude. He has had some bad days but we all do. I am proud of him and the way he has responded to cancer and transplant. I can only hope that I would have as much strength and endurance as he has had and still does.
We are praying that he is on the down slide to no FEVER. He has still been coughing up stuff but not quite as much. The PA told me yesterday that if his temperature keeps going up and he keeps coughing they will put him back on an antibiotic. He does have an appointment on Wednesday.
The year since his bone marrow transplant has been such a short but long year with many road blocks but for the most part Richard has kept a positive attitude. He has had some bad days but we all do. I am proud of him and the way he has responded to cancer and transplant. I can only hope that I would have as much strength and endurance as he has had and still does.
Matthew 19:26
New International Version (NIV)
26 Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”
Friday, June 1, 2012
The Journey Continues:Fever is lower
This is the 15th day of fever but it is lower. Richard's temperature has been running around 100 to 101 since yesterday evening but that is below the point to take Tylenol. The doctor has instructed him to not take anything unless it goes above 101.2. He still is coughing up green gunk and throwing up some but of course he is at work even though he still feels lousy. He is still stubborn also!
Richard has drawn his strength from God and from the prayers going up in his behalf. We will be forever grateful!!
Richard has drawn his strength from God and from the prayers going up in his behalf. We will be forever grateful!!
Psalm 68:35
New International Version (NIV)
35 You, God, are awesome in your sanctuary;
the God of Israel gives power and strength to his people.
the God of Israel gives power and strength to his people.
Praise be to God!
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